MY FRACTURE

Jacqui Stoner
May 8, 2025
IMAGE OF BROKEN HEART

Read: Exodus 20:12-17; Matthew 22:37-39

Every day I asked, “How can I do that?” in Mr. Smith’s Chemistry. The Periodic Table of Elements made no sense, just indecipherable formulas. I stayed after school for extra help and discovered I was not born with math and chemistry genes. Give me reading or music and I’m a happy camper, but succeeding at chemistry was like Mr. Smith asking me to climb Mt. Kilimanjaro. Impossible! It wasn’t going to happen. That’s not the only category in which I come up short. In my spiritual life I am also fractured.

UNABLE TO OBEY EVEN 10 RULES

Why did God give His list of ten commands to humans born genetically fractured with sin? That’s right. We are genetically wrecked and are unable to rack up complete obedience to just ten rules. However, God is not an ogre rejoicing over our downfall. He understands our dilemma. Consider the ten commandments as an opening introduction to the holiness of God. Adam and Eve, before the Fall, were able to obey all ten. After the Fall, Adam, Eve (and all of us) miserably failed. We are FRACTURED!

BOILING DOWN TO 2 RULES

Jesus did not make it easier when He broke the Big Ten down to two commands: “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind. The second is like it, ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself [that is, unselfishly seek the best or higher good for others].” That should be simple, right?

WE FAIL

No. Regardless of how good our intentions are, we fail. For example, go to church and that person who rubs you the wrong way seems to magically appear before you in the lobby. Suddenly, all you can think of is the nasty thing they did to you. You are not wishing them peace, joy and love in your heart of hearts. Or what about those days it is a choice between loving God or spending hours of “me” time with you and the TV? Don’t you deserve both “me” time and to think ill of your enemies? Oh, how fractured we are!

A NEW HEART

There is absolutely no way we can perfectly obey the top two, let alone total ten commands. We fail again and again. God knows how dark and ruptured our hearts and intentions are. That’s why He supplies a new heart to those who become His children. He transfers to us Christ’s perfection once we accept Christ as our only Savior. This is “positional sanctification.”

WE DON’T HAVE TO LIVE FRACTURED LIVES

Sadly, we don’t immediately become perfect in our everyday behavior; those heart behaviors are listed under “progressive sanctification.” This second category of sanctification gives us the power to look at God, the world, and ourselves in an entirely different way. We can experientially live out the life God originally planned for us. We don’t have to live fractured lives.

Therefore if anyone is in Christ [that is, grafted in, joined to Him by faith in Him as Savior], he is a new creature [reborn and renewed by the Holy Spirit]; the old things [the previous moral and spiritual condition] have passed away. Behold, new things have come [because spiritual awakening brings a new life]” (2 Corinthians 5:17).

What if in high school I was given a new brain from God to comprehend chemistry? Astounded Mr. Smith would suddenly have a student wanting to do all the assignments for chemistry who understood the Table of Periodic Elements. No longer would I come up short.

That is what being born again means. The Holy Spirit regenerates me, gives me a new heart and I can choose to obey both the two major commands, and the top ten. By the Holy Spirit, I obey not because I have to, but because I want to. This is the new nature. And that’s how you do it!!!

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